Darkest Place

I'm in the darkest placeI think I've ever beenyou can see from the scars on my faceI'm not where I'm supposed to beAll alonewhy have you forsaken me?All aloneyou make it hard to believeI'm in the darkest placeand I don't just mean this jailin my mind there's a darkest spacetrapped in an even darker cellyou got to see it to believe it's truethat's why it's so hard to believe in youstay real, but you got to have faithbut I wondered where you were when I needed youwhen that girl was telling lies in the courtwith her hand on the Bible, where was the lightning?The great vengeance, furious anger that Samuel.L.J. made sound so frighteningshe attempted to poison a brotherand I mean it in a Biblical sense, not a black wayshe succeeded to destroy that brotherit's deep; you can make a fool battle out of laughingshe just did it for the money for the cash, eh?I bet she's rolling in it now she's famousYou must think that's fair consideringI got to deal with man who want to feel a new anusso you save up a months worth of fagsand trade them for a shank along with your trainersand you take a man's life with your make-shiftknife 'cause this isn't you, messed up yourbrain is.I'm in the darkest placeI think I've ever beenyou can see from the scars on my faceI'm not where I'm supposed to beAll alonewhy have you forsaken me?All aloneyou make it hard to believeAre you real or a myth?Is there a heaven or just an abyss?Sometimes I wonder if you even exist'cause if you do then you're taking the pissI don't deserve this why are you torturing me God?We both know something ain't right hereit's been two whole monthssince I killed that man and I'm still having nightmaresit was just self-defencebut try telling that to my consciencemy head's in a real bad waybut even when I tell you, you ignore me like its nonsenseI was being attacked on a daily basisI had to do somethingand it weren't like you were going to intervene at anypoint 'cause you never do nothingjust I thought you'd sent me an angelwhen the second man tried put the first cut inand got stabbed instead, but now I knowthat was just in my head, not the hole that I'm stuck in'cause if he really was an angel you senthe wouldn't be trapped in this jail with mespread out his wings and flyget out of this hell-hole quicklythat's how I know you're a fakethat's how I know you're a liethat's how I know you're a made-up fictional character thatlives in the skyyeah it's all just a conit's all just a scamGod ain't realit's just a sham.I'm in the darkest placeyou can see from the scars on my faceooh yeahI'm in the darkest placeI think I've ever beenyou can see from the scars on my faceI'm not where I'm supposed to beAll alonewhy have you forsaken me?All aloneyou make it hard to believeI'm in the darkest placeI think I've ever beenyou can see from the scars on my faceI'm not where I'm supposed to beAll alonewhy have you forsaken me?All alone