Solace

I'm sick, i'm tiredI can't sleep 'cause i'm so wiredI don't know if i can take thisI don't know how to love youTick tock insideTossing, turning, i feel blindSun is up, the rain pours inAnother day of no endGrab it, kick it, smash itLove it, loathe it, yeah, yeahHold it, throw it, crave itSearching for my solaceTiptoe, bend, breakCold night air, i start to shakeMy eye's red, my tongue is dryThese long nights are never kindI tried to find myselfA lonely cross to bearAnd then tried to looking somewhere elseAnd i failedI looked until my luck ran outAnd the i saw your faceYou picked me up and brushed me offAnd said...hey