Sinkin

I'm sitting at my desk I don't know what to do First I lost myself, and then I lost you too Must have been both hells what we've put us through But there's no need to yell, o well, I guess if you need too I'll be your wall of shame, but keep a smile Eventhough I know you think that I'm a villain I'm an angel is disguise And for now it might not feel right These jeans are just not fitting right You need some space, your shoes unlace, just take your time But I think that if you'd hear me out, you'd understand That I am, I'm only trying to do what's right She knows, at least I hope Grass grows, but our boat don't float I'm sitting in this wacky chair, while I'm wide awake Scared of the unknown, the consequences or the sudden change I've made mistakes, yeah I'll be real I fucked up too, but we signed a deal To create a better life, no lies I sacrificed for the both of you And what you did, and what you do Admit the choices that you make are just for you I'm trying to be the best I can, but can't believe it's true Used to be days When I called you boo But I am still glad, I got my little homie I am his dad and he's the only one that knows me Stand alone in crowds, but while I got you round I'm so proud I am never lonely