My heart’s so heavy

My account's empty, no hope in sight, I'm at the gym every day, but the pain weighs more than the fight. Since you've been gone, everything feels wrong, My head's full of questions, but no answers come along. We still text, but it doesn't do much, You say "just friends," but that was never enough. Your smile is gone, your scent disappeared, And here I sit, alone in the dark, where we once shared. Without you, everything feels so empty, No laughter, no light, my heart's so heavy. I miss you, but you're not here, And all that's left is this emptiness I fear. My parents loved you, you know that's true, But even they feel the shadow, the gray breaking through. To them, you were a star lighting up the night, To me, the only thing in this world that felt right. They often ask about you, but I don't say a word, 'Cause just thinking of you makes the pain absurd. You were my home, but now you're gone, And I'm left with this weight of a love withdrawn. Maybe they hope we'll find a way, But you need time — at least, that's what you say. Without you, everything feels so empty, No laughter, no light, my heart's so heavy. I miss you, but you're not here, And all that's left is this emptiness I fear. My son, my blood, but I don't see him anymore, His eyes, his laugh — I miss them to my core. I hear his laughter, but only in my mind, The good times we had are slipping further behind. His mother — an ex — keeps him away, Playing power games that ruin my days. She holds him tight, plays her games of control, Cuts me down when she laughs with him, it takes its toll. She's cruel to me, manipulates every request, Asking to see him brings nothing but stress. I fight every day, searching for balance, But the ground keeps crumbling, leaving no chance. Without you, everything feels so empty, No laughter, no light, my heart's so heavy. I miss you, but you're not here, And all that's left is this emptiness I fear. I see us in pictures, moments we shared, But they fade like footprints erased by air. I cling to the memories, but I know I must let go, Love moves on, but I'm left in the shadows. Maybe someday, I'll learn to understand, But today, it still hurts to see myself as I am. I'm broke, but this will pass in time, Still, without you, everything feels cold and confined. I miss you — that won't go away, But I'll learn to move forward, through tears, someday.