Won’t agree

My friends keep saying, "Let her go, you have to move on, take it slow." But they don't know how much I miss, how deep this pain still cuts like this. I talk about her, she's on my mind, as if she's still here, but she's not mine. They all tell me, "Let it be," but my heart just won't agree. She won't come back, I know it's true, but every day, I wait for proof. She won't come back, yet my heart still calls, but the truth is cold—she's gone for good. I search for her in dreams at night, in fading shadows, in the light. Time moves on, but I stand still, how do I move on against my will? I talk about her, she's on my mind, as if she's still here, but she's not mine. They all tell me, "Let it be," but my heart just won't agree. She won't come back, I know it's true, but every day, I wait for proof. She won't come back, yet my heart still calls, but the truth is cold—she's gone for good. I hear her name, it cuts so deep, it haunts my days, it steals my sleep. I try to smile, pretend I'm fine, but every road still leads to time. I talk about her, she's on my mind, as if she's still here, but she's not mine. They all tell me, "Let it be," but my heart just won't agree. She won't come back, I know it's true, but every day, I wait for proof. She won't come back, yet my heart still calls, but the truth is cold—she's gone for good. Maybe I need to fall to rise, maybe I must burn to realize. Maybe I must learn that love won't stay, and one day, I will walk away. She won't come back, I tell myself, and I hope these words will help. But 'til that day, a part remains, until I learn to walk away.