Illusion & Delusion

And she cradles me down into sleepStill i miss her so and for more i weepAnd she gives me death yet i'm aliveCraving eternally, on her i thriveWe are one, we are the sameBurning with brightest flameI am the strange illusion, don't feel too realA catatonic thing that should not beYou are the seewt delusion yet you feel so realFor all these wounds i have only you can healAnd she buries me down far too deepYet six-feet high and gives me bliss to keepAnd she abuses me yet i abideShe's in demand, my hunger i cannot hide