Magic Doors

I can't deny what I've becomeI'm just emotionally undoneI can't deny I can with someone elseWhen I have tried to find the wordsTo describe this sense absurdTry to resist my thoughts but I can't lieAll the muse in myselfMy desire I can't hideNo reason and I thoughtI can't divide they'll hide from meI don't know who I'm meant to beI guess it's just the person that I amOften I've felt that I don't wadeInto the gift of my mistakeAgain, again I'm wrong, and I confessAll the muse in myselfMy desire I can't hideNo reason and I thoughtAll the muse in myselfMy desire I can't hideNo reason and I thought