No Coffin Please, Just Wet Wet Mud

I wish you could see how quick The flush of your cheeks fades With a wound that deep I wish you could see how quick The flush of your cheeks fades With a wound that deep But now I'll just pretend you learned your lesson I'll pretend that I'm sorry As I accumulate some habits that aren't my own I wish you could see how quick The flush of your cheeks fades With a wound that deep Fall asleep Stay right where you are Just wait for time to start Oh my god I've been here long enough Save my breath for what comes next a conscience stuck under quicksand Propped upright then stripped of myself I watch as the reaper crawls the earth to find one last life to take I bet your god is happy that you wouldn't let him take me Decisions made too early lead to such a close call I know your god is happy, he won't have me he doesn't want me Fucking up the plan Fucking up your paradise I'll just get myself Out of this Like I always have somehow I'll just get myself Out of this Like I always have somehow Falling out of favor again For hopefully the last time Before I die Dragged down fast