suicide note

The barrel meets the eye, I'm tryna halt it Can you pull the trigger? I'm so exhausted 'Cause I don't wanna base it off this fucking damage I been going through enough shit and I can never save shit There's more that meets the eye that you'll never see Suicidal tendencies, there all inside of me The people, they just hate me Don't like that I'm changing The thoughts inside are raging I'm dealing with the same shit 'Cause I just fucking waste it and I don't wanna say shit I just fucking hate this I just wanna change it Welcome to my world of self-deprivation But I done lost my hope long ago, I'm lacking motivation The barrel meets the eye, I'm tryna halt it Can you pull the trigger? I'm so exhausted 'Cause I don't wanna base it off this fucking damage I been going through enough shit and I can never save shit There's more that meets the eye that you'll never see Suicidal tendencies, there all inside of me The people, they just hate me Don't like that I'm changing The thoughts inside are raging I'm dealing with the same shit