Abrasive

I cannot waitOr stick aroundI'm giving upI'm face downIt's not meIt's not youBut I'm still in this roomHey you choose itHey you abused itIt's not me, It's not youWipe the tears asideAnd you cry and screamIn the middle of the nightWrapped in a blanketBut you don't realizeHey you choose itHey abused itHey refused itHey you lose itI cry and scream in the middle of the nightI can't go to sleepI shake my head in the middle of the nightI can't go to sleepIt's not me, it's not youWhy can't i sleep It's not me