Sequoia

(Drop it) Um, take seven, maybe? I don't remember anymore (Yeah, ayo) Alright, you can, turn down the metronome a little bit, yeah Ayo At that weird stage where I'm too old to be a child (True) Too young to be all grown and I always need a smile (Damn) But everything I do doesn't seem worthwhile Man I hate this lifestyle (Yeah, this shit might take awhile) Man I'm vexed I keep telling all my friends That I don't have any friends, and even then They don't have shit to suggest, all they ever do is defend So I'm stressed and a mess But I hide it; I stay silent If I didn't keep it inside I'd be violent so I'm private but That's probably for the best Shit, I know I'm stressed I keep failing all my tests My skin like sequoia, their skin like birch My skin like dirt; I swear it hurts I feel like burnt I feel like worse (No, no, no) Sequoia, sequoia, sequoia, sequoia, se Aye, but I smile away the pain Let them see me like this no way Wrong color; wrong shade Look in the mirror; can't see my face I see my teeth (Eyes) but that's only when I smile Haven't done that in awhile Why am I living, looks like I'm covered in tar Looks like I'm hugging the stars I get scared when things go my way Life tends to spit in my face (Yeah, yeah) Does anybody wanna trade? I'm about to explode; call me grenade (I got so many friends) Still feel so lonely (Talented as f*ck) Yet nobody know me I drown in the dark; disappear I think it's clear; just wish my outside was clear That's why I cry: to wash my shade away Doesn't work but I try This life I know is pain 1-2-3 She got skin like sequoia Sequoia, and that's why I adore ya (Wait, no) You've got skin like sequoia No wonder I adore ya