Miss Me While I'm Here (feat. J. R & Mars McKinns)

Am I the man that you envisioned Should your response in any way sway my decision I'm now more conscious of the way that I am living What I put in is reflected by what I'm given Positive duplication deposited new relations Withdrew the old then drew from my motivation My voice of reason my season of separation Abomination of demons demanding my expectations To crumble, no mumble I stay humble through troubles Far from the bubble The number one seed ready to plant then harvest The hardest, challenge was always to balance The muse of amusement with all of my musical talents I'm ready and deadly with all of this info that I've obtained I tend to give compliments Others tend to complain Such disdain shown to a man who mandated a change In the only life he owned, his own, let me explain See I rapped for years, shed some tears, dreamt of getting on But that wasn't the reason why I was penning these songs All along I was journeying to a light that was shining A place that I couldn't get to my rhyming, aligning Myself with others who have like minded goals And whose willing to travel with me down all these dark roads Engine revving, scheduled to leave around seven Refusing to choose known Hells over unknown Heavens Eleven disciples, I'm in constant search for the twelfth Realizing that asking for help is good for my health And as for my wealth I wanna pass it down for years So let me do what I know is best and miss me while I'm here, yeah You should grieve for the present Lifelong tears you should weep for my essence Grown man I ain't freeze adolescence You can preach to the choir, but can you preach to the reverend The ones that hurt you the most are within arms reach I promise I'll be quick this ain't no long speech Ashes to ashes, fogs are crystal clear Can't stab me while I'm gone so just miss me while I'm here Train of thought on a crash course with other locomotives Motives beyond loco seem hopeless Tryna retrieve focus So I float to where hope is loyally being quoted Protected from anything that's corrosive Approaching a destination that's final Finding time to find the lines that I place on the vinyl Chills race on the spinal In spite of me being prideful my mind leaps off the Eiffel I know preventing that spiral is vital to my survival Not ready for closed curtains I show sternness Was at the bottom of defeat, look at my sole purpose No purchase I paid the price for this lifestyle Shoulda waited until they marked the price down cause right now They treat me like I don't know better And talk good, but never show effort That's why I'm so separate Just give me my flowers while I can still smell em You should spread the love while you can still tell em You should grieve for the present Lifelong tears you should weep for my essence Grown man I ain't freeze adolescence You can preach to the choir, but can you preach to the reverend The ones that hurt you the most are within arms reach I promise I'll be quick this ain't no long speech Ashes to ashes, fogs are crystal clear Can't stab me while I'm gone so just miss me while I'm here