Focus

I wanna be the one that you can look up to But the stress got me on point, that ain't how I wanna live up to My family don't even know what I'm going through Tired of you faking, I need the real you to come through Is there any other way to prove you that I love you? F*ck it, that was in the past, now I got over you I legit almost gave up everything for us But for your ass it wasn't enough, you made me relapse Following my dream is my main focus Leaving the old me, been sending me notice That I may or may not see the promised land like Moses As now I'm tryna make my life up in a synopsis My heart's still bleeding But brighter days are coming I win my battles, write my story My biggest foe is misery My heart's still bleeding But brighter days are coming I win my battles, write my story My biggest foe is misery Yeah Growing up tough, heartless wasn't my choice, man I had to learn the hard way, also thank to my mama voice Every time she found that I was off track No hesitation, belt on my back, snapped, cracked Where I'm from, everybody wanna make it out of there Everybody that think they know better Asked an OG why you always gotta slang Why you always gotta gang bang He sat me down, whispered Lil' nigga, f*ck is you talkin' 'bout? For my mama, gotta make it happen Ma' gettin' old Pops ain't even never came home Corruption running this city If my lifes the definition of agony and misery I would scrape the meaning of victory On 'em rocks with blood so y'all can stay and read the history Yeah My heart's still bleeding But brighter days are coming I win my battles, write my story My biggest foe is misery My heart's still bleeding But brighter days are coming I win my battles, write my story My biggest foe is misery