Apologies

I got to say I'm sorry to the bitches that I curved I know that shit hurt Not because you ugly just we're looking for a certain a certain type of person I want to say I'm sorry to my niggas in that jam I ain't forgot about you fam I know that I stopped writing but you gotta Understand I'm just trying to chase my purpose If you really know me, know me You know the pain that I'm feeling Slowly, slowly I'm trying to get out my mental I miss you close to me I'm losing all of my people So I'm saying sorry to people So I just been lonesome I been grinding on my lonely Trying to remain humble Apologies to my opps nem And all they dead homies I was trying to stay cordial Trying to stay out the way Just focus on my riches Tried to roll with some niggas They was tripping bout some bitches I'm just here for my kids If they don't love me I ain't did shit Watch a nigga take his last breath Gotta dodge that position I sit back and get faded Cause so much been on my mental She got me on her playlist Say that I been speaking real shit I'm so, so sorry mama Slim bitch been acting Shady I know that was your favorite I'm just apologetic, my life crazy Keep that tool on me daily I got real problems And I'm sorry to my real partners All that hot shit we caught real bodies If you really know me, know me You know the pain that I'm feeling Slowly, slowly I'm trying to get out my mental I miss you close to me I'm losing all of my people So I'm saying sorry to people Crazy where I am Never thought I'd be this man I remember when it jammed Really fucked a nigga plan I was trying to take a life Now I'm trying to make it right Used to do the shit on sight Now it's hard to sleep at night When she asked me if I would And I told her that I might I was lying to her then She ain't understand the fight But I finally did it I'm saying sorry, yea I'm sorry I'ma change nigga Switch the whole mood I swear they thought a Nigga'd die Quicker, light flicker Every time I link with the wrong people Pray that I don't crash, I'm going fast Hope it's no liquor Stores I get caught lacking at Gas station opp attack the Realest niggas die young F*ck, I can't get over that All my children need me Don't wanna make my family cry When I step out with my chains They scared to look me in my eyes I'm walking with my head up Can't show that I'm still traumatized You see me, bitch, I'm smiling I can't think of me a new disguise If you really know me, know me You know the pain that I'm feeling Slowly, slowly I'm trying to get out my mental I miss you close to me I'm losing all of my people So I'm saying sorry to people Oh-oh-oh-oh Gotta say I'm sorry to the bitches that I curved I know that shit hurt, Not because you ugly Just was looking for a certain A certain type of person Wanna say I'm sorry to my niggas in that jam I ain't forgot about you, fam I know that I stopped writing But you gotta understand I'm just trying to chase my purpose