Internal Peace

I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been Has been Has been Yeah I've been finding my peace inside I've tried running from me but I can't hide So I've gotta face myself Was broken, had nothing left To lose I've been a loner I've been antisocial I've been trapped inside my mind I just listen to the music I let them speak my pain I thought nobody could feel the same But I'm not lonely Gotta shake the darkness off me 'Cause I'm the main character of my story I can't let this thing control me I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again All I wanted was friend Yeah Was stuck inside my loneliness Walls was steady closing in I was trynna tell someone Guess they didn't see the relevance Could hear it on my playlist All these songs was how I felt I laughed in front of friends and fam 'Cause they didn't know these cards was dealt I try to be the person that somebody can look up to I don't wanna be the person with the cloud above my head no more Can I smile one time without it being fake Just closed up in my room but it feels like I'm by a lake In the dark, in the cold, can't connect to my soul I'm tired of being negative, I swear this getting old If there is a God out there somewhere Please give me a chance in this dark cruel world I need light down here I've been finding my peace inside I've tried running from me but I can't hide I've been on this journey but I'll survive I'll survive I'll survive I'll survive I can't think of where I'm going I just gotta enjoy the ride I can be alone but it don't mean that I am lonely again I don't have to smile to show my life is better than it has been All I wanted was a friend