February / Angela

Finally the sun-rays be poppin off Haze of the awkward month of January droppin off But it done did damage The panic attacks, the nervous breakdowns, depression a savage Nearly every Dreggy felt it, smelt it, dealt widdit Tryna get warmer, Celtic pelt widdit It's difficult when all seeped through and melted in The nooks of your cranium so they only spell chagrin You gotta have dark before you have the light But my eyes have adjusted and nothin seeming too bright Tunnel vision only helpful when the end is in sight And hopefully I aint missin shit to my left and my right I got 10 more months to navigate A future with prospects, and that'll make a grown man salivate No poking holes in my seacraft, believe that I'm working and I'm focused on eventual lean back 0-2-2-0-2-0 Shaved away the old, grew nouveau jewfro 0-2-2-0-2-0 Go from drinking soju to row new boat Imma try to leave my demons behind me I know I'm flawed, aren't we all, please don't remind me Imma try to leave my demons behind me And imma listen to the angels in my life so I find me Her apartment covered wall to wall with mirrors Upper East Side, doorman be the peers Watch the front door security camera Like the shit was fuckin Cops, rushin up with bandanas Angie is a fashion icon, you couldn't have rocked this Lookin like a more boisterous Olympia Dukakis On the first time eatin' edamame She ate the discarded shells and processed on the wrong day Used to be homies with Estee Lauder That cheap ass always play the fuckin martyr Angie strong as iron thus painted a bitch 1950, age 22, unmarried and thus a witch Bark at you if you suckin your teeth Man, her tongue is a weapon it's always out of its sheath There has never been a person more brutally honest So I raise my glass to her spirit beyond this I love you Angie I miss you and I miss Gloria, you both are wild like banshee And play a role in my heart I could never explain Taught me how to be fiery and to never be plain Taught me how to be polite while also not to be tame And I take that to my heart and clutch it all of the same Imma never stop cursing as long as you're in my brain Brosnan know Angela Monti is one helluva dame Ok