Sinphony of Sick

[Verse 1]Makin' precision incisions, with it this talent I'm givinDidn't know how to keep livin' so I just started the killinSick in the head when I'm sinnin' ILLin infectin' I'm stickinMy knife in you and I'm grinnin' sittin' and thinkin' of quitinBut I continue my mission listen to voices here withinSayin' its just the beginning don't know what's really pretendinIt's hard to decide when the mind is divided and hidedFrom the reality battling the evilness inside of meMy mind is it dieing, I'm crying I'm trying not to lose itConfusing abusing I'm bruising your skull until its oozingI'm choosin' my weapon I'm gettin' I'm settinI'm lettin' aggression set into my nerve endingsAwww, can't take the pain no moreStain the floor with blood guts and crazy goreWaiting for the day god repays me forAll the sinful things I did that he hates me for (Uh)[Verse 2]This disease has me blinded and I can't see the lightLive in darkness while my sanity continues to fightWith little bit I have left I use it to blendWith this fucked up society that lied to me againI have a hatred for the world I cant describeI've strive to stay alive but it's hard to surviveDarken my eyes, from all the insomnia I sufferCant sleep for weeks and it keeps gettin' tougherThe more I don't rest the more I'm gettin' depressedAnd obsessed with the sight of another persons deathI regret what I did when it's just too lateI even ate human steaks and eyeballs like grapesIt's a big mistake, but the mind knows know boundariesIt's been years and still the police never found meAstounding with technology and forensicsAnd experts and people who have these sixth sensesI guess its depression that I have Gods blessingIf he wanted me to stop I would've seen some detectivesDecrepit, Decayed, Morbid my brainIt's all them things and it's rotting awayAnd starting today, I'm gonna try and stop all the killingAw, whom I kiddin'? It's only the beginningI like to cut em open and see what makes them tickAnd rhyme about it like this cuz it makes you sick[Verse 3]My sinphony, conjures up images of miseryPicture thee crime scene photos of the grislyAx I portray on a day to dayI came to say, I won't stop till this pains awayMy brains decay, and eating at my thoughts I can feel itThere's a rat inside my head nawing at my spiritI can hear it, chewing on my cerebral cortexCrawling its way tryin' to escape outta my foreheadYour all dead, zombies try to walk among the livingAs I'm sitting there's a choir in my mind and it's singingAn orchestra of madness, sinphony of sicknessPhilharmonic illness, Nirvana when I feel thisMelodic and I feel bliss, Schizophrenic realnessI'm unstoppable horrible and I'm fearlessMy lyrics are a cry for help cant you hear thisI'm a danger to society and I'm carelessA tickin' time bomb just waitin' to detonateSo get it straight, I don't rap about my jewelry and escaladeI'm swept away by the evil that some how got into meYears from now you'll see its prophetic in my sinphony[Chorus: repeat 2X]Don't know what got into meI just show how it could beWhy am I so sick, you seeIn the meanest Sinphony