A Decade's Contemplations (feat. Brent Bronze)

If you met God, would you know what to say I'd probably ask him why the alphabet is ordered that way Or maybe why the night's always comin' after the day I done felt so small that the ants looked tall In the midst of it all, is it worth anything I don't know Eventually, I die, and my sons will, too And then the sun will too Who wrote the dime to put me on this planet of blue Cuz I got questions and concerns And my dawn occurred Single oxygen that burns Single feather on the bird Cents that I earn make sense In the world where nothin' makes sense but the twists and turns Should I even be sayin' words? I don't know Q hit me up around 3:22 When we both knew Impermanence ain't nothin' new Ever since Blue's Clues, had a couple screws loose Starin' contest with the razor like boo-hoo Screamin' to the void and only heard an echo But that's the whole point - I had to let go To define this life, I only got me and time In the dunes of the latter, takes my work to shatter But at least it existed With this pen I'm pensive Calloused fingers are rarely cautious but come to their senses If nothin' really matters, what's the point of doin' nothin' If it lasted forever, what's the point of doin' something Things taken for granted, sling to perspective Respective thoughts set not in stone Lonely thoughts are truth when lies subdue hope And drain color from your eyes Gotta be a little child, I can see things for what they are To get they ace, first they had to deal the cards Life is hard - an enigma, enigmatic The action of thinking what happens is easy to misinterpret Many mislead, evil deeds Clear the sea for politicians on a mission of money incentives Screwing the population, pretending it's business And we were all eye witness Blinded by the choice words and then we suffered the symptoms Simply quiet, hindrance and heartbreak I can't list 'em The only thing I wanted to see was the policy Inaudibly fell with the office of bees But they don't see these complaints, feel like I could faint I don't really get what it means I don't have the means to glean But I just seen so many things by people who really shouldn't I can barely grasp it, I guess Really puts me to the test Comes to my soul, I don't know what to do I don't know what to say What about the world I'm living in today I feel like I'm useless, a small little spec Cuz I feel existential, I don't know what's next What's happened to me I feel like I don't have anything What is my expression? What happened I'm asking, but I'm no longer tacit I guess I got my reasons to be upset I was obsessed, looking for my destiny I was obsessed, looking for my destiny I was obsessed, looking for my destiny But as far as I can see, gotta make that me Gotta make it, gotta make it work for me