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Brought to my knees by the air that sends a breeze I wished for relief but was given a strip tease Physically free but under mental bondage, hope demolished, awaiting psychotherapy Please I swear you don't know what it feels like, feels fine, in time twist-tie my insides The angel in me is glad that it's all over The devil in me wants to give the cold-shoulder and die I'm not fine, swear to God, man, I never been that On borrowed time, that's why I'm at risk to relapse On borrowed time, don't have the luxury to relax Redact my knack and take my Prozac Reading more words than that of a text message Lie to the doctor, send me home without confession In the back of my mind, suicide resides I wonder if I even really learned my lesson I guess I didn't cause I'm here Keeping it crystal clear I stood up to my demon, why don't you go and grow a pair? Looking in my room for me, I'm not there Slit my wrist just in time to disappear Rapping with bars, not singing with chords Living life to the fullest on my own accord I have my vices, I'll leave you to yours Tend the grass, go and do your chores Stupid boy Ah shit Eh, Q, bring the beat back Effed up, man I was messed up, 12 in my house, I left on a stretcher Extra Extra money on my ledger, better Brace for all the bad weather, brethren I'm bringing a full storm when I get in the psych ward I'm bringing my demons to sell them all to the lord I'm rejecting the sedatives, or whatever they said it is I'm breaking restraints, I think I must be Frank Gore Pill after pill, I don't want no more High consumption like a candy store Raise a glass for death, raise a glass for a toast, on trazodone I overdosed Got dang I swear, you don't know what it feel like Heart racing, light-headed, you don't know what it feel like High as a kite but something ain't right Approaching the ever-elusive white light Brought to my knees by the air that sends a breeze I wished for relief but was given a strip tease Physically free but under mental bondage, hope demolished, awaiting psychotherapy Please I swear you don't know what it feels like, feels fine, in time twist-tie my insides The angel in me is glad that it's all over The devil in me wants to give the cold-shoulder