Help Me

I swear, you don't know about that pain for real Mind's fucked so bad but I'm hopeful still Can't tell which is fake, can't tell which is real Help me Help me Permanent scars, don't think I'll heal If time were a bank, I swear I'd steal Lord please grant me a record deal Help me Help me My daddy's gone off the fucking crack pipe I vent to the mic how this life ain't right and I Wish I could have some more time, like damn Help me Help me Bring it all back, rewind the clock What's the point of reminiscing emotional scars? To hell with the rap, it didn't take me far, but please Help me Help me Pittering-pattering, I want some money to lather in Suicide adjacent, I need better placement My heart's in a race, foul smell, bitter taste Apparently my mama raised a disgrace, and I Can't stand to look her in the face I failed her intention just lock me in a case Or more like a coffin Just mute all my coughing Help me Help me Extend my hand, place a pen for me to sign Assimilate me into your brand I want to stand on my own, I'll meet your demands But you have to fulfill the long shot of my plan Do it or don't, a shoe's in the door Prop it open myself, since you can't find the will to condone Broke my trust but not my backbone At least I got to lay at rest laying at home Head dropping to the ground digging and digging in dirt, trying to discover if the earth hid my worth Ironic I'm worth more when I'm plant soil It makes my blood boil Forever turmoil I swear, you don't know about that pain for real Mind's fucked so bad but I'm hopeful still Can't tell which is fake, can't tell which is real Help me Help me Fail my fucking test to prove I'm the best I dressed for success now I'm under duress I was blessed at first, now a motherfucker's stressed Settled for more , now I settle for less Motherfucker told me I gotta make haste Fell to the ground, no time for me to brace I don't care about the bitch , make her ass about face, yeah, the shit give or take, yeah, I might bend or brake But I won't Sitting in silence with no one to confide in They gravitate to fuckery and nonsensical violence Defiance I'm flying solo, no bro code, no hope or deep throats just concrete nurturing a dead rose But this rose got thorns motherfucker Defying fate, I'm going to kill the norns motherfucker I wish I had a brother but I'm stuck with my mother Can't complain cause she amounts to more than I'd discover I swear, you don't know about that pain for real Mind's fucked so bad but I'm hopeful still Can't tell which is fake, can't tell which is real Help me Help me Permanent scars, don't think I'll heal If time were a bank, I swear I'd steal Lord please grant me a record deal Help me Help me I swear, you don't know about that pain for real Mind's fucked so bad but I'm hopeful still Can't tell which is fake, can't tell which is real Help me Help me