Suicide

The air: let's clear it Death: why fear it? I want to take my life and I don't want to hear it Adversity defines me, success is a fantasy Prosperity binds me, emotion abandoned me What's the point of all? What's the point of my dreams? What's the use of yelling help when they ignore the screams? God where are you at? Where's your watchful eye? Honestly, I blame you for letting me cry I want to die and that's fine Just cut all my ties Trail of dried tears running down my eyes Happiness is a blur A moment's spur Don't clean me up let me wallow in dirt Funeral and shirts Caskets and hurt I'm numb to the occasional girl who flirts I'm inert Please take my life, I don't have any worth I'm cursed if i die Cursed while alive Stuck in stasis unable to hide The ties that bind The binds that tie Absentee from this accursed life My mental is screwed six ways from the days Led awry, led astray Face incapable of smiles, that makes the child want to see me after the whiles The field of my life got plowed, the culprits took a bow Reflecting on their work, cap and gown Bring me to the door I'm talking about death Death's door is merciful Death's door - let me in Embrace my sin My stature is thin Make me suffer, make me cringe Make me shudder, make me grim My pain's severity: irrelevant They took the fruit of my life and blended it I want to expire like a carton of milk that's been forgotten, downtrodden, pour me downhill, unworthy silk Point the barrel of that gun and aim it at my head Whoever's supposed to die next, lord take me instead Adequate sustenance, but i need to be fed A plate of misery, hail fire of lead The air: let's clear it Death: why fear it? I want to take my life and I don't want to hear it Adversity defines me, success is a fantasy Prosperity binds me, emotion abandoned me What's the point of all? What's the point of my dreams? What's the use of yelling help when they ignore the screams? God where are you at? Where's your watchful eye? Honestly, I blame you for letting me cry I want to die and that's fine Just cut all my ties Trail of dried tears running down my eyes Happiness is a blur A moment's spur Don't clean me up let me wallow in dirt Funeral and shirts Caskets and hurt I'm numb to the occasional girl who flirts I'm inert Please take my life, I don't have any worth