Therapy

Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy? Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me "Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy What brings you in to see me? Same shit, different day Same chick, different lay Same emotion to convey Within allotted time they give me several things to say Silence is deafening, I keep my thoughts inside my brain Take some time away, I think you really need a break Let's cut the shit, regardless 'cause you're still getting paid How about some interaction, maybe going on a date? The last thing I'm thinking of is me getting laid I'm stuck In my ways, hibernating for days Stay in my lane, my position I play I know the word is strong but to talk, I really hate I know the point of living is to go and make mistakes Success and duress, hand and hand, correlate I'm sorry, man I'm tardy, yeah I'm always running late Attempted suicide coincides with being brave I wish it felt that good to live a life I would've gave Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy? Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me "Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy Why'd you pop them pills when you could've done some other things? Did you ever think about the pain your suicide would bring? Little sister crying everyday having bad dreams This is why the doctor saw the need to give fluoxetine Maybe I did it because my life was getting harder Mindset's broader Ironic I'm smarter Knew there wasn't something that I didn't think I thought of Surviving suicide was an ex that got me caught up Brought up Darker Female fire-starter Rapping with these synonyms, I don't need a thesaurus Write a book for therapy, I use it as my chorus Shoot a basketball to clear my head, Marcus Morris Cup is running over and there's no one who can pour it Add to my collection of the times I wanted more of it I tried to entertain but I'm chained to the boring Who says a woman is the only one that can be scorning? Why is there a need for me to undergo some therapy? Bottle in emotions 'cause no one is ever hearing me Meant it when I said it and I meant that shit sincerely Speaking on my pain won't let me go and live that happily Honestly sincerity is truly what is scaring me Forcing me to speak's a funny way to show you care for me "Do it if you love me" doesn't even sound that fair to me I don't really feel the need to undergo some therapy