Through a Lens, Darkly.

Obscured vision in entirety the battery that batters me The chain of my damnation cause it holds me down and shackles me I'm told to just keep going and to strengthen my morality I'm tired of this life but still I try to fleet normality Perception is the weapon that demolishes society Can't say that I'm surprised to see a world without sobriety I tried to kill myself I don't care about notoriety If you want to see me well come and get me out of poverty I'm next up I've been trying to step up Tired of faking that I care when really I don't give a f*ck Boy you need to step up How about you shut up? Before I leave without warning short notice abruptly Destructive the cameras rolling I'm ducking the fussing that comes with the limelight and commotion Go to therapy don't make me go overdose again Stop skipping out of class give me unlimited paper then I only love my bed don't have the pleasure of having friends I see this fucked up world through a specific lens The bitches are whores The men are pussies Institutions are fucked they can't even listen and book me damn I could write a novel on the shit I ain't speak on And another for the times when I ain't had a backbone All I fantasize about is being alone You said you're the best well I'm coming for the throne motherfucker The only thing y'all threaten with are motherfucking glocks right? Try to write some music but y'all really stuck at first lines You want to be so hard when you know you're missing all your spine Oh and a little bird told me You know you're all fucked right? Y'all fighting over women when y'all should just let the cats fight The cats think they're special cause we lie to f*ck them all night The cats then call us dogs cause we lied to come take off the tights But y'all the ones who spread your legs but yeah I'm fucking wrong right? I can't even lie I really dream all day of my demise Nothing in this life can give me hope or offer me surprise You ever heard the saying when they say blessing in disguise? So it was a blessing when he flooded us and then we died? I I I've been in a place I'm losing the race and life has slapped me right in the face Disgrace I never wanted to feel this way but the order of it all has made it hard for me to relate To the shrubbery of fuckery that governs me dishonorably I've grown so desensitized to the norm of dishonesty Why's it so easy for you to speak and just lie to me? Systemic brainwashing from the fucking society I've grown to accept the impending calamity Our suffering is coming that is a certainty We're modern day slaves everyday they're just working me So I give them the middle finger you know it ain't nothing to me You know it ain't nothing to me Sever completely the regard for this world but not so discreetly Why get it out mud or try to be someone who's worth a damn when later on I'll be shunned? I'll see you in hell pain befell life misspelled we're bewitched under a spell I may never make it atop the motherfucking charts But I'll leave this engraved in your hearts Godspeed bitch