I'm Changing

Exercising my heart And my brain to Put the words on the page But it's painful To eulogize the old me You think I would be grateful For the aggressive growth And the progress made I'm not the same dude I was even at the beginning of month The old me used to stunt In the sense of overthinking Not knowing what it is I want But I flipped the switch Dreaming bigger My thoughts clearer I'm not hesitant any more To just pull the trigger On my life life life There's more that I want To see, to accomplish I want it all I'm tryna be a light light light In my community and the world at large I'm ready to fight fight fight For what I believe My heart on my sleeve It's time to be the change that I want to see It's time to be the change that I want to see But it all starts with me R.I.P. to the OLD ME WE AINT HOMIES PLEASE DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME IM CHANGING IM CHANGING In my new life Everybody can't have access I made myself available in excess Wasn't my best choice Had to get Absent and learn how to use my voice Timid and soft spoken Now I gotta make noise Speak Up for myself Establish boundaries Because I'm bound to be The epitome of victory Felt bad all the down to the pit of me Because I had to cut people off I thought I needed Or that I thought loved me Had to learn to how to hug me Because I was giving all of the love away To everyone else Had them feening like it was drugs see Building people up But my own mental was crumbling But I flipped the switch Walk a better path And got my mind right right right It's never easy a constant battle But I know I can win I wanna be a light light light In the world and my community But it starts with me I gotta be the change I want to see I gotta be the change I want to see R.I.P. to the OLD ME WE AINT HOMIES PLEASE DONT ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME IM CHANGING IM CHANGING