Solitude

Lost in an ocean of a swells and tides Unending stories, fables and lies Drifting deeper into consciousness A fleeting dream-state, my quiet rest Moving within you, my bleeding heart Bring me to Eden and let me starve Bring me to Eden I'm wide awake In this agony, I hide my pain Visions invading, they're guiding me Lost in the cryptic, so confusing Your gaze clutches me, my quiet shame Other people stare but they're Blind to my pain Holding back the tears that I Can-not re-strain I just don't know No, I don't know Other people stare but they're Blind to my pain Holding back the tears that I Cannot restrain I just don't know No, I don't know Washed up in the silence of my hollow cries Every notion passed through a sea of lies Caught within the chapters of forgotten songs Everything is wrong, am I losing sight Carried by the hurt, where I lose my mind Buried under waves, washed away by wrongs Buried under waves I'm still alive I'm still alive Other people stare but they're Blind to my pain Holding back the tears that I Cannot restrain I just don't know No I don't know Other people say that I'm Losing my mind Holding onto fears that I Cannot sustain I have to know I want to know