Stuck in my ways

If shit hit on the fan Them go love you again? I'm just stuck in my ways Yeah Noose around my neck A gaping hole inside my back Is this shit ever gonna end? Is this as hard as it gets? The pain and all the stress Been medicating on my ends I'm getting tired I toss and turn in my grave Them no love me again I'm just stuck in my ways When does it really end? Society been fucking with my mentality I brew my fears and mix it straight with all my anxiety I tire all this pain and stress When does this shit really end? Complacent with my feelings Hwe me dey on me own A couple digits I go get So I dey kill all my soul The devil on my shoulder He be steady calling my name I'm just filled with this pain I'm just losing my head I'm just stuck in my ways Noose around my neck A gaping hole inside my back Is this shit ever gonna end? Is this as hard as it gets? The pain and all the stress Been medicating on my ends I'm getting tired I toss and turn in my grave Them no love me again I'm just stuck in my ways When does it really end?