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I don't, don't trust no one, with nothing 'Cuz they, they leave me out discussions Flexing, flexing while they fronting But I, I just wanna feel something Last time that I saw em They didn't care All they ever noticed Was what I wear All my stupid jokes Went right over their hair I just want some friends That'll see me as rare I wanna fake my death So I can start again I don't need any friends Get it on my own now I can't rely on them Put myself inside a casket Make this music till I have it Outta Texas like a maverick Long hair like the joker now who's the one who's laughing Nobodies doing it just like me I'm one of a kind, authentic cuisine Everybody's wanting to be themselves But it seems like they all need a little help I carry my team on my back when I rap Like back in the day when that COD wasn't crap I had to sit back and just look at the facts Nobody wants me around and it's kinda whack Starting again would awesome like crack Maybe then I could make some stacks I'm being myself I'm not tryna be black All I ever needed was a mind and a Mac Life is a beach and I ran toward the water I can't imagine it getting any harder I'm putting it all on the line like a martyr They show me love but I don't need they ardor I could fake my fucking death Take a fucking rest Lay inside my bed I am just like you And wish that I was dead I have this day dream Jumping off a bridge