Better way

Oh dear I know that I'm not supposed to feel special Help me deal with the spectacle I failed to believe I was only trying to help I'm sorry Over and over again I'll work on it. Oh, why can't I be a better me Not just different Can I be smarter? I know I'm starting to take aim at myself Karmas hammer dripping tinfoil in it. Denial Saying that this shit don't have a hold I walk up to the crowd As I show up in the winner's circle To greet everyone waiting to tell me That the crown will never be There's no place for someone like me To see and not believe But I do You don't know enough to say that I don't So why do you try to bring me down Give me my fucking crown If I deserve it I've been down too long Not to get what belongs to me At least let me be your king In order to do that, though You've got to wholeheartedly believe in me No I would never hurt you. It's all I can do to just Be able to be true and honest to you I'd do anything. I want to be with you, baby, until The end. Like I said before, you can wait and see But I'd wish you'd wait with me In order to do that You've got to believe all the Way Don't take a second off, especially today. Go full Speed all the way. And no, no matter what I do, as long as I say that I love you staying true you've got to believe me,because I'm just fighting for me And for you Trying to make a better way