Week to weak

Well, I tried to take time and not waste it But I've taken waste, misprinted lines, and it's laid out I'm never in time, I've been sold shut I've been never showed what I've been told over and over I've gotta be sober or no shoulder I'm closer than ever, but so far I hear you say, shoot for the stars Well, I choose to smolder Plenty of coals, no clovers, only shards Well, I grow older and older Can only hear in silence And it's that which you think Desperate times into the brink Do things clank and clink Misfortunes, diamonds, and third eyes that wink Do I begin? I can't even swallow Breathing, can't wait till tomorrow It's empty like the hollow on its left It's me, silent, it's me, I sit silent This how I spin it, silent What I meant to be was silent And where I go with silence I hope I can find some Living week to week, check to check Wondering what's next Not there saying it can't get any worse Then sure to be cursed You better believe in silence All my breeds Living week to week, check to check Wondering what is next Well, I see it, I'm pushed past the regrets So sick and tired of hearing no, not yet And I'm trying to ride off into the sunset Let's kill the violence, never meant to hinder Falling head over heels, the bender over backwards Still, ways of thinking get upside down And twilight's brink, sinking further and further And feeling hurried to provide sound With the man rushing to deny Any shot of this smooth life to point A grown man rather die than continue not getting by Living week to week, check to check Wondering what's next Not there saying it can't get worse Then sure to be cursed You better believe in silence All my breeds Living week to week, check to check Wondering what's next Not there saying it ain't gonna get no worse Cause you gon' find out real fast Even in silence They are bringing it And upheavals, no needles for me And off the record, don't wanna be silent I don't wanna be violent And I'm addicted, so denial must be tricky I'm told to smile and just to be Mickey Living week to week, check to check Wondering what's next Not there saying it can't get worse Then sure to be cursed You better believe even silence brings karma Thanks for watching