HIDDEN NOT FORBIDDEN

Live in the day, oh Live in the night, oh Eyes opened wide No time to be blind No need to hide desires and my pride All desires and my pride Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Closeted For long time made me feel neglected Empty and sad till I embraced it Never stood up for myself I, I, I used to sit on my needs And that's what had effected My confidence Carefully trying not to slip Not to slit My veins when I felt like I didn't fit Far from perfect Doing what everyone had expected From me It still hurts me a little bit But now when I know what I really need It's easier to bleed And I bleed a lot Fell in love, fell in deep and I got lost Lost focus, lost senses, still don't know what To do with my heart 'Cause it's all I've got My biggest worth That I'm proud of But it's being damaged by platonic love I am the worst At getting over, getting over you Guess I am cursed Yeah, I bleed a lot But at least I'm not ashamed of who I am Or who I was Not anymore Bullets to my heart Bullets to my head Physically near the start Mentally half way dead Tired and exhausted From all the things you did And how little it meant Oh yeah Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Hidden not forbidden Live in the day, oh Live in the night, oh Eyes opened wide No time to be blind No need to hide desires and my pride All desires and my pride