She was a sacrifice

The reflection in the mirror She's there but I don't see her I see her eyes but nothing else It's no longer hers It is my face I killed her for us Her blood is on my hands She was a sacrifice For future happiness What where the scared lips afraid to say How could we be so different Used to be the same When did I start questioning her name And when did it stop being mine No longer blind I removed the pins From our eyes and now I see my skin Still sometimes I feel my face is painted As I stopped hiding my fears have escalated I killed her for us Her blood is on my hands She was sacrificed For future happiness She won't come back She's buried in the sand But I wear her mask For those who don't understand Do you understand Yeah Do you understand Cold-blooded murder I needed to hurt her I killed her for the lies But I kept her mask Do you understand I know my hands are bloody And I am stained too Can I find somebody Someone to relate to I know my hands are bloody And I am stained too Can I find somebody Someone to relate to What were the scared lips afraid to say Confessed to the murder of my old self It was a sacrifice A necessary crime And I just wonder how could she be a part of mine A part of mine From one time Necessary crime I killed her for us Her blood is on my hands She was a sacrifice For future happiness She won't come back She's buried in the sand But I wear her mask For those who don't understand