Love & Hate

O woah woah woah Yeah yeah yeah yeah No, no, no Yeah, yeah yeah yeah Did I ever tell you, how much I love you Did I ever tell you, how much I need you Did I ever tell you, how much I want you Oh, I refuse to live my life if it's not with you No, I can't put into words, it's just a feeling I got kissed by a white girl, it gave me a feeling It got me attached, thinking of futures we building I fall in love way too fast, yeah my heart, I'm just killing Oh, I don't know if I love you or I hate you I wrote this EP just so I don't feel like I'm doom But you went with me, would go bowling And I would make a move But now I'm sitting here making songs all up in my room I don't know how my desire works She showed me just a little love, and now I'm burned I know I'm venting, but I have to make this music work Cuz if I don't, I'm stuck living in my curse Snakes all in my body, no, they eating me apart Wanted a girl just like Lotty, but I was wrong from the start Yeah, I wish that you were round' me, but I'm grateful for the part Because now I got songs to make, even if you broke my heart Did I ever tell you, how much I love you Did I ever tell you, how much I need you Did I ever tell you, how much I want you Oh, I refuse to live my life if it's not with you No, I can't put into words, it's just a feeling I got kissed by a white girl, it gave me a feeling It got me attached, thinking of futures we building I fall in love way too fast, yeah my heart, I'm just killing And I'm gonna be honest, ain't no room for lies And imma tell you how I'm feeling, tell you all of mine So you better be listening to everything inside And I know I'm not perfect I fall in love way too fast, even though I don't deserve it I push away those that love me if I feel like that I earned it Cuz I glorify the Sadness and the pain that is lurking So I'm sorry to you Abigail Sorry to you Hailey Yes I wish my other part would come out, and you could meet me So the common denominator was that I was too needy Yes I know my problems but facing it is too easy Putting myself through the trauma I don't even know why All it takes is a couple breaths, and no more lies