Phobia

A girl did that? Yeah I remember on the day we met Lunchtime your salad dressed in vinaigrette You was chillin' with ya homies Said you should get to know me Then after I'm Toni The rest is history, Uh We gave a damn about the damage caused Up in IKEA high off that Cheech and Chong Still in spite of the good times Old letdowns resurface in my mind I been dealin' with this issue for years And I'll admit I shed a couple of tears Wondering why I don't know how to let go Of former lovers and their sins Damn I hate this vulnerable feelin' So I sabotage Yeah, yeah Never lose my guard Yeah, yeah And it might sound odd But baby please don't judge me I swear I'm tryna open up But my heart's got a love phobia Uh I knew it, I knew this day would come I knew that after the storm cleared you'd be the one Still standing by my side Said you down to ride and yeah I believe it But my heart won't receive it It's like it's on deadlock Or maybe it's shell shocked from the war it's experienced It's scared to let another in And I know none of it's your fault But you wouldn't believe the stories in my vault We been in and out of love for four years My fam is sure that you're the one but I fear Making it official Cuz the last love I chose Made me regret the day I did Vowed to never be vulnerable again So I sabotage Yeah, yeah Never lose my guard Yeah, yeah And it might sound odd But baby please don't judge me I swear I'm tryna open up But my heart's got a love phobia