The Show Must Go On

No slumber Cold summers I never knew Until I discovered life without you Forsaken I'm praying this is a ruse Ever since you went away I've been blue The memories of you and me Stay on repeat it's true That hearts don't break even and I'm living proof I just wanna cry Spend all day inside It's breaking me knowing that you're gone But the show must go on Days passing Dark habits calling my name Drugs, liquor Anything to numb the pain Pressure and stress consume my vertebrae I wanna stand tall but I'm bound by the freight Of memories of you and me Their on repeat it's true That hearts don't break even and I'm living proof I just wanna cry Spend all day inside It's breaking me knowing that you're gone But the show must go on