Solo Soliloquy

Bad days, bad thoughts All my rage is what I got But I don't show it, for their sake A vicious cycle, no escape I hate myself, because I care As you smile, and I stare Into an abyss, that does lie Only in my lonely eyes I'll hurt myself, before you Convinced it's my fault, convinced it's true No blaming, no shaming, what others have No one needs my burden on their back I know I'm greater than the sum Of every negative thought I spun It's hard to talk, no one sees inside I'm still lonely, despite what I smile like