Quit

Fill a glass til I'm messy Cause it's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty No the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you And every time I feel diminished I sit and listen to the melody that's all around me And every word just keeps on spilling out Like when I'm down and out there's something inside of me Keeps on telling me to never doubt myself again Right when I feel like there's nothing left I can give I hear her speaking to me always telling me to believe I might have been lost to depression and start to question my own existence Til' I shut up to finally fucking listen I wish I didn't feel the need To always be accepted by the ones who never gave a f*ck about me So what if I'm just daydreaming Cause maybe I could be the one to leave reality Without the need to beg and plead For a better life But I don't understand why I never seem to get it All this open road no idea where I'm headed It always seemed so out of reach Maybe this time you'll finally see Why I kept going Fill a glass til I'm messy Cause it's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty No the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you One day I'll look back at the past & realize All that's left are the memories of pain I buried inside Visions of a time when I was on a mission Locked in prison in addiction And one by one I lost almost everyone I ever loved And if anybody's really above Than why the f*ck is this the world you have us live in My scars aren't any different than yours But somethings gotta give soon Of course If only all we needed was each other I'd give it all back never wishing I had anything other But right now I'm waiting on the waves to die down If I can't figure it out I might drown Were only ever given so much to work around Something that should have been simple in the first place Just puts you in a tailspin as you feel the breeze fly by But I hope you know I'll always lift you up when I'm around Fill a glass til I'm messy Cause it's like you see right through me I keep trying but I can't quit you When I crash and I'm empty No the highs just temporary I keep trying but I can't quit you