If Roses Grew on Christmas Trees

I Give up On your love Because You cant trust The process Its enough I promise Don't mind me I'm just painting These pictures of you In my head I cant stop But you already know that Things I would do just to be here with you Its so crazy Drives me crazy I'm giving up I've had enough I'm giving up Don't mind me I'm just painting These pictures of you In my head I cant stop But you already know that This voice in my head Says that I'm not the best At this mess that I've made And I think I've had enough These demons got me hanging by a rope (Someone help me now) I'm fighting for my life and that's for sure (I wont make it out) You know that I'm gon be all alone (Please don't leave me now) On my own I'm sick of this shit Don't mind me I'm just painting These pictures of you In my head I cant stop But you already know that This voice in my head Says that I'm not the best At this mess that I've made And I think I've had enough