Life's Messy

It's been a while It's been a while It's been a while It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it It feels like my feet are stuck down in the pavement I'm working overtime, damn, and I hate it Nobody told me that love can hurt, now I'm sick of trying The love that I had in my heart, I swear it's slowly dying How you look me in my face when you tell me everything's fine But I know it's not okay The pain that I'm involved with So fragile it might break So the next time I ask myself Is this pain all really worth it I'm sorry I'm not perfect Even though you said I'm perfect Even after all this drinkin' lately This shit not even workin' And I don't understand How to say one thing and then another Think I've had enough Complicated math, its just not adding up This is not a sad song This is me thinking out loud Prayin' that I'll make it Just to see my mama proud I remember days when we ain't have shit, we made it out Remember them days when I was happy, shit, it's been a while It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it