Useless (feat. 4cf)

I'm callin' just pick up the phone Can you tell me what is going on I don't know if it's just in my head Can you tell me if it's all my fault I know that it hurts you when I'm on your mind Cause I killed a part of me to keep you alive I feel so goddamn useless Gave you my love you abused it I know it don't matter But I swear I'd be better If I swallowed these pills And then I sat there and died Wait What was I thinking I don't really mean it Need to get it together Get it together I'm callin', just pick up the phone Just pick up the phone Go Baby it's a problem I'd rather die I can't wish you well Did it all myself F*ck if I could need your help Time wasted running on my mind I know that's what you wanted love You don't know about trust And I don't wanna keep this up Keeping what I left you You keep talking on me Tearing down, if I would let you And I won't fight you on it Know I gave you all that I had left But I'm breaking down if I put it to rest Lemme tell you bout it F*ck you thought Playing with that spot, we know you love to talk Knew that you were stupid tried to play me like you won't get caught It's a lot All part of the plan when I got the drop Just being honest bout the things that I know you're not I know that it hurts you when I'm on your mind Cause I killed a part of me to keep you alive I'm callin', just pick up the phone Just pick up the phone