Can't Forget

Sometimes when I decide to stay inside I remember when you took me in I won't forget I will find a way To take back that hand you held out to me in the rain You deserve better than me, you deserve the way I used to be But I'm tired or I'm scared, regardless of you or me I'm going to sleep And I want to say you mean the world to me Even if it takes up all of my days I'll get back to me, the one we used to know Go back to the way we all want it to be It seems I've done it again, found a way through thick and thin In your eyes a reflection, a mirror I won't face tomorrow A knife slipped in the back Shard of a smile, my grip slips The only place that I can see you anymore is A daydream, I once thought could be reality But nowhere under the desert sun, I'm dying to find something worth dying for Spare me from this heat, I'll find my own oasis I stood at the edge of the water, one too many thoughts filled my head But these eyes, while quite rosy, might just blink for the first time And if that comes to pass I only hope I don't see myself