Dropped

How do I find a way to not get pissed off People run their mouths everyday And I cough up some blood And I thought it'd be fun But it's not It's a crutch Everyday to get off some self-indulgence Hope someday I'll be rich so I can shut the f*ck up Sometimes Maybe it's just In my head or Something that's never gonna be mine I'll make him care I feel like I'm dropped I feel like I'm dropped I feel like I'm dropped Talk about it like I got this feeling that this shit won't work out Hit the ceiling the second that you try to run from me I say no Grab your feelings love This gone take a while When I'm stuck feeling like "yeah I'm the best" next night I get super depressed Thoughts coming back again hoping to find a friend But it's so fucked up got no luck up Urging to have fun Till the feeling's done Then I lose the fun Then I go and run but I can't keep up the same endurance From when I was a kid Guess I'm not basketball man I'm a lazy piece of shit but I get by Lazy piece of shit but I get by I don't know what's Inside my head Sometimes I feel like I'm dropped I feel like I'm dropped I feel like I'm dropped I feel like I'm dropped