Never Like We Used To

I don't wanna think like I did before God knows that I fucked up that support Let's get help like we used to Piss my pants then cleaning it up Talking to my parents' bullies Then biting that dude's arm natural defense I don't really talk like I used to I don't get the hugs that I used to It's the attitude of being insane Or living in my brain Or coming up with things To justify my being All the people say: Get a fucking job, you bum All the people say Get a fucking job, you bum Maybe I really care about you So what I'm still alone Thought about trying to get my thoughts out But instead they zapped my brain and left me with this pain Except on the inside It doesn't really matter yeah, they both hurt It's the attitude of being insane Or living in my brain Or coming up with things To justify my being It's the attitude of being insane Or living in my brain Or coming up with things To justify my being It's the attitude of being insane Or living in my brain Or coming up with things To justify my being All the people say: Get a fucking job, you bum All the people say Get a fucking job, you bum Go find some place Grab an application And get employed Find a distraction So you can stop bitching