i have utterly completely and most honestly lost control / sinner and the fool

How can life be so cruel? Sinner and The Fool I can't wait for the day It gets harder to breathe and I can't think Without the cold, distant nights Where the stars feel too far away Slouched underneath with no warmth or heat Forever stuck in endless sleep On the days I force myself to do anything I don't know what to do I just go to my favourite places Just to prepare for when eventually it gets much worse than now I lost control Forgetting I'm anyone else's type Ever feel like your living, someone else's life Rarely anything helps Barely making sense Crushing on someone you never say a word to A little literal word A swallow hollow sound Watching everything burn Watching everything burn Everybody knows Why does everybody know? When I sit by myself how can anybody even tell But not say anything at all Until I've lost control I've lost control I've lost control I've lost control Everybody knows Why does everybody know? When I sit by myself how can anybody tell? But not say anything at all Until I've lost control Until I've lost control Until I've lost control The Sinner and The Fool The Sinner and The Fool I've lost control