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I been doin some readin, been readin the Good Book Calm mind, body, soul, also some yoga Third eye face down, my spirit go up I hope He hear this prayer, I been stuck in some Duhkha Shoulders so heavy that it's hard for me look up But heavy is the crown and the crown I done took up Can't afford a renege when you're tryna get your books up If you can't couple wisely, it's better to solo cook up I'll change my environment if of it I'm a product Seven times hit the ground, eight times got up Learned that chasin rainbows you'll never find a pot of Gold, cause the perfect ones are a circle Goin round and round had me feelin like Urkle Like the jokes on me, but the jokes on them I been in the lab tinkerin now I'm Stephan with the pad and pen, amen Within these scriptures, vivid's the picture Old and New Testament are quite the mixture The new me's the old me, I just grew little Got some more scars, skin no longer brittle The sound of the money counter something that's calming I live through my music, I won't need embalming I have some missed voicemails and texts that say "Call me" I can't see through the dark, in the light it's foggy But that's no excuse, I still accept the mission Failure have them find my body when they're out fishin A 2 liter bottle of champagne to christen The boat that's now tied to a horrible vision The bad that comes with good I don't need it I don't like ups and downs, rather be even Smooth, I'm Stephan still sharp like Steve is I want to be a millionaire, hello Regis A is me, B is me, C is me All of the above, I'm choosin Q I bet on self, look in the mirror and tell him "You got you" The confidence comes from puttin in work Tellin them on you'll party on the 33rd Or the 30th of February when it comes Every how many years ? Somethin somethin My man's said he feel me but he don't get it He stuck on cash, I teach him credit To get the cash then run the debit Collect the interest then you exit Bosses make bosses there's no doubt about it Told him there's space in the boss lounge The worker room crowded When you liftin that weight you don't need to grunt the loudest Just go bout your business, make an OG the proudest I been around the block and up Schitts Creek I was out a job, with no place to sleep But God got my back and my angels deep Prayed on my last dollar and bet on me You can see how that turned out I'm better than ever, I smile more now My mom see the difference, she happier now Get to talk to my Godson and he make me proud He say the funniest things, shawty be goofin I live a different life, still try to provide a blueprint Talk about his life, how to make better movements How to make money, he wants to YouTube it My man is inspirin So many ideas I might have to hire him I need the good energy I need the good karma, I need it to enter me I pray for enemies Just not for their blessings except they don't run in to me Down can't pretend to be Up all night, when I die I'll get plenty sleep Heart beat like the Energizer bunny Weathered the storm, with hopes it'd get sunny Butt of the jokes that I didn't find funny So I had to stop that like a nose that is runny Ready on my toes, don't rest on my laurels Possessive of my time, it's can't be borrowed Not promised the day, much less tomorrow Fill it with happiness, drain the sorrow