i forgot u

My doctor told me yesterday Something something then "You're not okay" My memory is shot to hell Is it that obvious, can you tell? I woke up to a buzz today Someone somewhere had a birthday My automatic wishing-well Is really really sincere, can you tell? Did I try hard enough to remember Please tell me you've got my number I don't know what I've forgot I can't recall when we last fought Do you remember last December? Please tell me did I surrender? I don't know what I've given I can't recall if you're forgiven I'm sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me That's eating my memory Woke up in white today Feeling just a little okay Pieces falling, and falling, fell What'd you do to me what the hell?! I'm sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me That's eating my memory I'm sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me That's haunting my memory Maybe it's the medicine Maybe it's trauma Maybe it's the regimen Of your voice and aura Maybe it's "my stubbornness" But I know I know better Now I am remembering The state in which you left her I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me You're eating my memory I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me You're eating my memory My doctor told me yesterday Something something "You're not okay" My memory is shot to hell Is it that obvious, can't you tell? Did I try hard enough to remember Don't tell me you've got my number I still know what I've forgot I still recall when we last fought Do you remember last December? Please tell me did I surrender? I know what I've been given You will know you're not forgiven I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true Get out from inside me You're eating my memory I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true Get out from inside me You're leaving my memory I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true Get out from inside me You're eating my memory I'm not sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true Get out from inside me You're leaving my memory I'm sorry I forgot you I wanted to be true There's something inside me That's eating my memory