What i do now

Uh-huh, ah Sometimes I need a little space Get up out my face I don't got nothin' to say Ain't even start the day I can't be, I can't be wastin' no more time You told me, you told me you was gon' ride And you kept treatin' me like all them other guys I swear, I know you needed me but it was sounding so unfair And I was stuck up in a trap tryna get by Deep up in that fire Faded off these drugs I'm gettin' higher i, Don't know who to trust if they all liars So who the f*ck am I to leave without my 9 ? They out here pickin' sides up You lyin' to me you ain't been a rider I was ventin' to you, you was out here wired up Guess my words been gettin' to you, you been feelin' tired of Tired of Everything that just be goin' on, and now I'm on a mission to wherever I belong, and now You trynna tell me I just gave you all my love for nothing Like, how the f*ck is you gon' switch on me and change this subject Sometimes I need a little space Get up out my face, I don't got nothin' to say Ain't even start the day I can't be, I can't be wastin' no more time You told me, you told me you was gon' ride And you kept treatin' me like all them other guys, I swear I know you needed me, but it was soundin' so unfair And I was stuck up in a trap tryna get by Ha-ha, f*ck it, let me turn it up Just know that it's a long story, let's go burn it up And I ain't worried about my past years, yeah Hold on wait, yeah, You wanna hear about my past I was stuck up, movin' hostile, uh Nobody gave me another handout I was wearin' the same clothes for a week I ain't never get no sleep, gettin' high up off that weed I was stuck up on that corner, I was trappin' for my sneakers Said I lucked up, I was down bad had to hustle in the street Tryna get rocks out my socks, servin' feens on the block I ain't know how to stop, so I, Yeah, Learned how to level up, level up Gotta get my bezel up, bust down They ain't wanna love me then, now they tryna f*ck now Goin' on that run again, ready for that touchdown They gon' have to let me in, ain't no need to rush now I'm serious, tell you anything you wanna know, I hope you hearin' it No don't be mad no don't be furious ( ouu ) I'm in your head, I know you curious You wanna hear about my past, wanna hear about my last Wanna hear about everything I'm sayin' and what I do Wanna hear about what I had, wanna hear about my stash Wanna know how I make plays and I don't even make a move F*ck it, I'm, I'm done explainin My situation, baby there ain't no answer You can't find nothin' in here it left me damaged Should I just disappear Should I just disappear?