Mind of a Misfit

Tell me what you know about the mind of a misfit Selling all the hope of a sublime disposition Letting all the smoke expel the strife and the tensions Steady on the ropes of suicide we get lifted How'd I numb the pain cuz I'm not sober now That's just how I go escape I take the loner route They say Q I think you changed well I'm just older now I see rocks and a hard place I beat that boulder down And I don't f*ck with the TikToks Unless it was on a wrist watch Shawty gone love if we lip lock She finna smudge up her lip gloss She want the Cardia flip flops But I still gotta pay shit off So I said bae we could get lost Smoke on this haze and it's lift off Now I'm outter space and out my mind again And I'm tryna find a power gained from now acknowledging All the drama piled up in my brain and I can't stop the shit Lotta trauma doctors give me things now I feel counterfeit Tell me what you know about the mind of a misfit Selling all the hope of a sublime disposition Letting all the smoke expel the strife and the tensions Steady on the ropes of suicide we get lifted