Self Sabotage

We break the rules when we're busy don't we? Set the mood and we get jiggy don't we? Get the booze so we get dizzy don't we? You get to see who you assume we to be We don't apologise tell the truth that we see And formalise who we could and should be We economise so that we can be free You try to colonise who you see me to be Then what? New day new sacrifice Is it for me or am I trying to hide From the thoughts in my mind that are very unkind Oh my word am I leading the blind? Cause this isn't where I want to be And there was a time where I was finally me Does this version not deserve the world The world? Okay and then what? We try to start to die with the self destruction when we start to fly Self sabotage what we want to be Again We try to start to die with the self destruction when we try to fly Self sabotage what we want to be And this one's for you and me I would like to tell you that our lives are good So we can all shout we made it out of the hood That all our bad behaviour's been misunderstood But our choices are all a plea We're scared like you when we roam the streets Moving mad for a family fee No crime's ever done for free I'm from the East Cape a small place you know Unemployed professional A criminal mind is so sensible To get by get by get by And I'm not apologising either I'm exactly what you want me to be Killing the mind is so fashionable Ready to die to die to die Thixo madoda Harming ourselves harming ourselves Self sabotage what we want to be Lord We try to start to die With the self destruction when we try to fly Self sabotage what we want to be