Nosebleed

It's a shame that I believed in you Just a tortured soul behind the ruse Your manipulation of the view Makes me think everything is beautiful You'll do anything to forget me Until the bottle is almost empty Your memories consume me But darling you're so lonely Barely getting by with no sleep Denying all of your needs Dying from a nosebleed And I've been tired anyway Exhausted from excuses day to day I thought I'd have you figured out by now But I was so wrong I'd paint a picture if I could And cut my eyes out like I should No expression, this regression Is so possessive in the end I couldn't think of what to say Fake a smile every day These thoughts lead me astray But where would I be without you?