Mood Swings x TY Andrew

I'm been grinding since I was a little kid Still young but I'll make it big Got myself up into this rap game now this rap game kinda getting rigged Sad songs make me think I'm weak Depression level at a different peak My parents can't see Do they really care? I'm begging for support That they don't seek They got free time but never at my shows Yet Other parents buying me a rose I got parents that love me but they ain't parents It's funny that's the way the story goes And I got some anger up inside of me Both mom and dad both lied me Had little brother but I never met him but I know in heaven he'll ride for me I lost too many people for me to be fine Great grandma and grandpa this gets outta line And People don't know why I'm sad all the time So I hide it, from people who really do mind Change people to person cause there ain't a lot My girl is the only the rest is the plot May sound like a lot just speaking facts Do so many things I never relax Had so many friends they ain't have my back Had 1 pick me up, rap put me on tracks I got hopes to never end up broke I got hopes to be as strong as oak I got hopes to never be less woke Grind hard till I get the cake Grinding till I feel my tummy ache Accelerating I don't need a break I want triple more than what I make Tryna get to a new place New wave but the same face They stay tripping like a shoe lace Pushing rappers like there's no space Let em fall down the stair case I got hopes and that's my chase I got hopes but at my pace I got dreams Wanna do things that are bigger than it seems Wanna make it but be more than just some memes Hit the stage can't hear my music just the screams Just the screams Thunder Struck Lyrics make you duck When you in this game there's no good luck Sometimes it gets hard when you get stuck And it's hard when yo friends say you suck But they ain't ya friends Only 'round when ya carry some 10s Wasn't found back writing with pens Only like it when you whipping a Benz They don't see but I ain't ever gone stop Grind hard till get to the top Senior year don't expect me to drop New song and I hope it don't flop But, I got hopes Wanna jump in I'm just sitting on the ropes Shoot my shot won't miss my chance right though the scope Couldn't count how many times that they said nope SICK And shout out to Eric I'm talking bout Miller When I spit he know my lyrics are killer Cook up these rappers they call me the griller When I drop music you know it's a thriller They Tryna battle but it won't go well Yes I run Papio now I run bell I'm doing deals with FNX They know I'm the goat and i'm F N NEXT I am so sick you can't be immune I live in bell still rocking maroon He cannot diss his voice out of tune Say you got diamonds they looking cartoon Rappers straight cap send em to the moon My face is everywhere it's gone be soon You cannot shine you are a buffoon Yo girl coming over and she wanna spoon Think you the boss but you really a goon Spitting lyrics you can't do me You get shot up like a movie Killing rappers is my duty Yo girl wanna do me Eat me raw like some sushi But she ain't nothing but a groupie I'm saying facts I do it truly Every bar is a Jacuzzi Y'all dogs and hella goofy She a snack call me Scooby Disses scary hella spooky If I take shots it's not loosely It's probably cause your raps are booty All my music very groovy All yo music straight dookey No wonder why they wanna chose me